i made you wait for a long time but i hope you understand why. i know it's annoying and you've been ready for a while but hopefully the wait makes this better. i know for me it does because i feel really sure and not rushed and i'm so happy you were patient and i know this is what i want now.

i've also been telling you this whole week how i'm scared about if you think the way i ask is gonna suck. idk if this is what you were expecting but i wanted to make something that was more special and that you could like look back on and i'm gay so i thought we're both designers so i should just design something for you!

hopefully you don't think this is too horrible and stupid but…will you be my girlfriend? p.s. if you say no i might have to kill you.